A letter to my addiction5/30/2023 ![]() I will also apologize to those whom I have hurt because of how you influenced me. I know that saying “goodbye” to you for good will take hard work, but I am doing exactly that. I chose to start our relationship, and now I am choosing to end it. Just as I am working to regain control in my life, I am also taking responsibility. That said, I know I cannot blame you entirely for the way things have gone. And to do all of this, I need you out of my life. I will pursue new opportunities, achieve new goals, and adopt a healthy lifestyle. I hit some of the lowest points in my life, and I now realize that I am worth more. I missed out on important events and gave up things that once meant a lot to me. As good as I felt when I was with you at times, I felt terrible during others. You see, I am so much more than just another person risking their life through drug abuse, and I will not be a statistic. For this and many more reasons, it is now time to bid you “goodbye” forever. ![]() Whenever I felt like you were the key to getting through life, it was nothing more than a lie. I now know that none of these feelings were genuine and that I was being manipulated throughout our time together. I even let my other relationships disintegrate because of how strongly I felt towards you. My pain seemed to go away, and I didn’t worry about life. For much of our time together, I felt happy and free of other desires. For a time, it felt like all I needed in the world was you.
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